First off, I do not mind if this gets minused, I was told day 1 of Stars by JustMe that I should expect people to be nasty to me, so I have been prepared. It bothers me only a bit, because I AM ACTUALLY A NICE PERSON
I came into the game with a stigma that I would be useless and lost. Some players may say that was true, but I honestly do not think so. I am not one to toot my own horn, but I know that I should not be as discredited as I have been. I spoke to everyone in the game whether I thought I had majority or I was in the minority. I knew that a social game was where I could excel in because I was already going to be targeted for my color status. People say now that I sheeped in the game but that could not be more true. Especially when people in the game said that I was playing too hard, but I was actually playing and not just sitting there. Now that I have made finals, everyone wants to say I did nothing. Right...
It is true that I came in to the game and probably didn't sit back as much as I should have, but that is just the way I play games whether it is a game like stars, or a fastings. After I was nominated with Sue, I was the one who rallied up the votes against TheSexiestdude990 against carsonl because I blamed them for my nomination. After everyone was against nominating carson, I did not step back and with persistence people agreed to nominate him. Afterwards the other duo who backstabbed me and Sue followed them on the block, Michaelf1114 and robinhood99. Nobody knew I nominated jamien8954 and robinhood99 because both sides thought I had locked in with them, which I wanted! Next day my good friend hints was targeted and even if it was smart to nominate him, I did not but he ended up on the block somehow with Carson, which was good because that meant a renom against carson if he stayed wouldn't be soon.
The nominations that followed were all over the place with tied votes and splits. People think that I just went with whoever was in my ear, but at the end I decided what I thought was best. I could see melissasinclair29 going to finals easily after her first nomination and warned people who she was aligned with. They did not take my warning seriously and they got evicted for it.
I was NOT cocky in the game, every time I was up I thought I was being evicted. I did not say to anyone "HAHAHAHA I GOT THE VOTES AND YOU DONT" like what I am being perceived as. One time I was called arrogant and I apologized and corrected what I said. I am a little surprised that people would fabricate my game play and spread gossip about me being Jennifer, but I should have expected it from what Sue originally warned me about. I told the cast I wanted to win because of deserving it, even though I was nominated 3 times, I feel like I shouldn't be discredited as a winner due to my "noob support" Best of luck Tengaged with your decision. I will be happy regardless :)
Oh and reason I targeted Melissa so much was because she had me blocked from day 4-14
